Friday, 28 October 2011

Bufday party (beaufort)

tomorrow ana birthday party,,im supposed to going but i have some problems,,im so sorry dear,,its not what im mean to change my mind,,i just dont want its start again,,i just fed-up and tired about that person,fighting is not my fisrt name,,i want freedom,,but she just ignore me,,so what im supposed to do??,,hu??,,look just bout weeks we didn't notice,,huh i dont care lh what will happening,,many changes on me,,i dont wanted to talk to all my chuddy others friend,,i dont even wanted to heard  ur stories,,just let ur share telling to anyone,,ect!,,huhu,,she just fooling me,,i dont like it peeps,,forgive me my dear,,happy birthday,,wish u happy life n god bless,,hopefullly!,,i heard a lot ur telling but im pretend not to heard it,,im the pretender dude,,causes she Only she,this dumb problems start to begin,,im really tired of this,,i swear in my life i will never talk to her again or notice to her,,she never think with my feelings,,feels sad now,,no one ask and caring to me,,im alone in myself,,maybe im not a good friend to her,,so let me go with this feeling,,i want start to open a new book with a brand new chapters,,starting with a new human in my life,,new stuff,,everything is new,,i want to effort what i dont have to intittle,,can i??,,yess i can bebeh,,that new in me,,have a notice yaa,,when i think about it im cying in myself,,just trying to find solution but i didn't found it,,damn me!,,but i just confused why im always blame myself for not my wrong,,i cannot forgive her until i die,,i swear its true,,i take a long time n days to begging myself not to do that but when im think about it,,im supposed to hate she,,she proper that,,okey lh dear it too late now,,gotta go to sleep now,,ok bubye!